Usually I’m scared
Worried about what might be
Pissed off by delayed trains
And anxious a hotel booking
Doesn’t exist
I know the company covers it
Sorts all of this for me
Doesn’t stop the anxiety
As I spend hours trying to get here
This time I’m not worried
Slight twinges of will I have a room
But my intrusive thoughts
Shake off this negativity
Who cares ?
If I don’t have a room I get one
And charge it back to the company,
They sent me here
It’s their fault if they didn’t plan
Regardless it’ll work for me
As I cannot be onsite
From several hours commute away
Right now that train of thought is winning
Regardless of what faces me here
Atleast I’m not working at home